I can't do this any longer..

I'm about to fall in pieces.. about to drop my fake smile, and SHOUT OUT TO THE WORLD: "I give up!!!" Y'all have no idea what I've been through, y'all have no idea what I've done to get so far in life. All you know is my name and where I come from. You don't know anything about my story of life. I am soooo fucking tired of being strong and holding back tears.. like that changes something! And the fact that people talk.. talk shit at me, about me, behind me.. all that just breaks me!